Chapter 1
Chapter 1
this loving feeling (it wears us out) Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at https://archiveofourown.org/works/76741956.
this loving feeling (it wears us out) by Girl rotting
this loving feeling (it wears us out) by Girl rotting
Summary
"Why? Why won't you ever tell me what's wrong with you?" Carlton's voice is filled with frustration, and it sounds like nails on a chalkboard to Will.
What is wrong with him. It's such a loaded question. Why does Will wake up screaming sometimes? Why can't Will handle the cold? Why are there days when Carlton's hands on him feel like being kept under water with no way up?
And why can't Will tell Carlton the truth? How could Will possibly explain it without sounding insane? What is the human translation for being taken and kept in another dimension, violated, and possessed, only to then be violated yet again-
This part of him is something Will is never going to be able to share with anyone else. That nobody would understand.
Why won't you tell me what's wrong with you.
"Because you wouldn't get it." Will somehow manages to say it without gagging.
And then, Carlton goes in for the kill.
"Oh, but Mike does?"
After leaving Hawkins to go to college in the great city of San Francisco, Will finally finds someone who loves him. The only problem is that the only person in the world who knows him, is someone else.